It's your fault we're like this

So I've been thinking.....

and I know it's bad to place blame on another person, but I believe that I have every right to place all the blame IN THE WORLD on my father. If he wasn't unfaithful, my parents would still be together, and if my parents would be together, Jessica would never had been alone and doing drugs whenever my father worked; which was a lot for those who don't know.

Jessica would never have gotten pregnant, and my mother & I wouldn't be stuck raising Emma. Don't get me wrong, I love Emma with all my heart. It's just sometimes I feel like everything would be easier if she was never born.... My God, I can not believe I just said that!

Anywho, if my father was never unfaithful, Torrie would never have moved in with the fucking girl my FATHER CHEATED ON MY MOTHER WITH. Yes. My sister lived with my father's mistress. I wonder how that conversation went with her husband...

"Why is Frank's daughter moving in, Leslie?"
"Because I'm having an affair with Frank and I'm trying to make his wife's life a living hell."
"Well, okay, just don't do anything illegal, he is a cop, you know."

Yes, I know, I know. I ramble, get over it.

So, yes. This is my reasoning on how my shit life is my father's fault.

Thanks, Dad. You made your "little girl's" life a living hell.